It just seems that nothing will let me sleep before 12am anymore... I'm slowly killing myself with lack of sleep... but if I go soon I might get just over 6hrs sleep... luckily I only have a 5hr shift tomorrow...

Anyways tonight it's not my fault entirely... I had Jubei over! (she's staying the night nad meeting me after work tomorrow) and I kinda got distracted regrabbing all the Toshihiko Seki, Hirata Hiroaki and Takeshi Kusao saiyuki music I lost when I reformatted my HD a few months back... C'mon can ya blame a girl... <3 and Thanks to thw wonderful bluetooth on Jubei's computer I now have some of my favs on my cellphone so I'm totally squealing like anything right now that and in between laughing manically from over tired...

But Wed Koushu comes up so I'm totally excited... I misses her hopefully after x-mas I'll have saved up enough for a bond on a place for just the two of us and maybe her man... But I swear if that irl Gojyo even so much as burns the pot while cooking noodles again *waves fist about* I swear a Japanese man who doesn't know how to cook *eye twitch* his puppy dog look will NOT work on me... and if he even goes near my marlboro reds *bares fangs and hisses*

ironic that Jubei marries herself an irl Hakkai and Koushu find her diamond in the rough and let me tell you he is pretty ruff... o___0;

One day I will get my sleep in... hopefully wednesday... *fingers crossed* X-mas sale set up... so yeah tomorow will be the middle of my working week, so hopefully I get my three day weekend this Wed, Thurs, Fri... I will refuse to take any shifts due to the Civial Union wedding on friday... I need to get a gift and Jubei's b'day is Thurs so I gotta get her picture done. It'll be up on Y gall... lol oh and speaking of which [link] my 1st created Y Gal club <3 to the bad guys of saiyuki there was no club dedicated to them before so I made one lol... I'm pimping it out. I'll pimp it out more on Y after I get my friends FF7 based theme done because I've been promising it to her in forever but yeah, and I don't want her to know I made the club BG before hers I'm sorry but I'm on a saiyuki kick atm due to the meme.

Oh nd I will keep you all updated with my scan results that I get to hear back from on monday... it will pretty much be 7 days after the actual scan (MY Monday at 11:40am then I gotta go straight to work after @__@; )... I may not be getting a positive feed back from irl peeps because of how fast it took them to reply and I'm slightly scared because calling me within two days of the scan says something is wrong in this country. the longer they take to the reply the better you are lol... stupid huh? Then again its taken them since May to get this far... soooo who knows...

Oh oh oh oh and I'm so stoked while over in Riccarton the other day I FINALLY got near borders to order some Saiyuki reload manga in to TRY to catch up... soooo finger's crossed they can get 8 or 9 in for me... NZ is lame and behind... international shipping hurts my pocket ><

Anyways til next journal wher eI will update my health status on my Endo and what they plan to do about it...

For now I gotta take my make up and crash... I'm sorry Doku I stayed up later than I promised AGAIN T____T ilu honest... <3